So, after some consideration I closed the sim for Lightbridge. The most important thing is to maintain balance, and the stress of trying to grow it was not something I could really endure - I had to be honest with myself.
There are a lot of maybes of things that I could have done differently, but the bottom line is that it wasn't growing anymore. It felt like I hit a limit and what I had wasn't satisfactory. I had a profound sense of waste, being the only one in the sim and hearing again and again how it was just too hard to get into the rp. I thought differently, but that's not something you can just change people's minds about.
So upon suggestion from a friend, instead of closing completely, I downsized and moved - there is a village but it's atop my new home on a half homestead, instead of having a full homestead and only a closet's worth of prims for a home away from the rp. And I love my home:
Life rebalances itself, and in the end, I always come back to the water.
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