I know I needed to, but I've just been mentally preoccupied even when nothing was going on. It's just a block, it happens.
So in the past almost two years, I'd finished playing at Mystara and joined a new historical sim. I had replaced Cristalle with a lovely Avariel named Liriel, of whom I have some great pictures.
Liriel was supposed to take Cristalle's place as Tyaro/Diplomat, but that plan changed when she applied to own the Vanya Sulie and she became the Keeper instead. I stuck that out for almost a year, but then I began playing in Wystenra, a historical sim set in a fictional country on the European continent.
I found a love for all things not magical, as I felt like magic was being abused to keep people alive when they probably should have died. I understand that people get attached to their characters, but I'm more attached to stories and magic as the constant means to evade death became a turnoff to me. I'm not singling anyone out, a ton of people do it, and I find it more than a little lame. The amount of fruit that Cristalle's death bore was amazing to me, and even just a few haunting scenes were enough to make those of us involved teary eyed and runny nosed. There is power in consequences, and yet that power is often abdicated.
Unfortunately, Wystenra also closed near the end of 2014 due to some unfortunate rl circumstances with the sim owner. But it was a great time, with many wonderful stories and a few friendships to come out of it, some of them very special to me.
After 6 months of ambiguity in Wystenra, I decided it was time to commit to working on something that came to me over the summer, an idea that began to grow. That has resulted in me now running my own rp sim, Lightbridge, also historical but in a different place and time from Wystenra and with very different rules. In a way it's more rigid about the realism, as the thing I want to capture is that consequences matter and the choices we make in rp matter over time. But upon further introspection, I realize that maybe I take the difficulty of the character generation process for granted, and I am mulling over some ways to make that easier for people to just get in and play.
Running your own sim is difficult, and you need good help. That isn't easy to find, and sometimes even if you have good help you just need more. It's rewarding but also a source of stress. I'm very proud of the build I put together for Lightbridge, as it is on a homestead and the prim limits are very tight. It's months of work and love and that's before you even let anyone else in.
So that brings me to the announcement that Mystara is closing, which makes me sad. Few sims could ever match it in its beauty and all current pretenders to the throne pale in comparison. This is not to denigrate anyone's hard work, but Mystara is a visually stunning sim that is currently unparalleled and it is a shame to see it broken up and sold off. You couldn't ask for a better physical environment in which to roleplay.
That's the one constant feature of Second Life, though: change. Everything eventually goes away, and something new comes to take its place sometimes. Some things and sometimes some people are lost forever, as they are irreplaceable. We take things for granted in our youth but even youth fades and life can be taken from us while we are still young. I wish Annie well and I expect that in time Mystara will be back in some shape or form.
So now, on to Lightbridge... and yes, I'm still sailing.
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